Glyn Edwards Foundatoin The Genuine Jesus - A Channelled Autobiography the-angels-within.co.uk Learn Palmistry, Psychic Development Lisa Halliday Clairvoyant, Healer Psychic Workshops Elizabeth Francis - Psychic Medium Spiritual Energetics Book This Slot (8J) Spiritual Energetics
Divine Inspiration Events & Holistic Workshops Online Launch
Date: 01-May-2018 3:30 AM

Visit Site
Address: Worldwide Live Online,, BS34 6QA, United Kingdom
Group Empowerment Coaching Course
Date: 05-May-2018 1:00 PM

Visit Site
Address: San Remo Masnions, San Remo Parade, Westcliff on Sea, Essex, SS07RE, SS0 7RE, United Kingdom
Norwich Free Mind Body Spirit Fair
Date: 18-Aug-2018 9:00 AM

Visit Site
Address: The Forum, Millennium Plain, Norwich, NR2 1BH,
Mind, Body, Spirit Fair
Date: 18-Aug-2018 10:00 AM

Address: Charles Burrell Centre, THETFORD, IP243LH, United Kingdom
Angelic Reiki Levels 1 & 2 Romsey, Hampshire
Date: 24-Aug-2018 10:00 AM

Visit Site
Address: Romsey, Hampshire, SO51, United Kingdom
PSYCHIC DEVELOPMENT RETREAT
Date: 24-Aug-2018 5:00 PM

Visit Site
Address: Holland House Main Street Cropthorne Pershore, WR10 3NB, United Kingdom
MSDC'S BIG PSYCHIC FAIR
Date: 26-Aug-2018 12:00 PM

Visit Site
Address: DITTON COMMUNITY CENTRE, KILBARN ROAD, DITTON, AYLESFORD, KENT , ME20 6AH, United Kingdom
Healing Evening with Guided Visualisation, Sound & Gong
Date: 30-Aug-2018 7:30 PM

Visit Site
Address: Friends Meeting House, 18 Dundonald Dr, Southend-on-Sea, Leigh-on-Sea, SS9 1NB, United Kingdom
Psychic Evening with Toni Hunt
Date: 31-Aug-2018 7:00 PM

Visit Site
Address: Walls club, hammond way, barnwood, gloucester, gl4 3hg, United Kingdom
Stockport Guildhall - Mind Body Spirit Event
Date: 01-Sep-2018 10:00 AM

Visit Site
Address: Stockport Masonic Guildhall 169, Wellington Road Stockport ( Free Parking), SK1 3UA, United Kingdom
A Mystic & Holistic A Fayre
Date: 01-Sep-2018 10:00 AM

Address: Priory Farm Nursery Sandy Lane Redhill , RH1 4EJ, United Kingdom
Stockport Guildhall - Mind Body Spirit Event
Date: 02-Sep-2018 10:00 AM

Visit Site
Address: Stockport Masonic Guildhall 169, Wellington Road Stockport ( Free Parking), SK1 3UA, United Kingdom
Mindfulness Class
Date: 04-Sep-2018 6:00 PM

Visit Site
Address: Green Owl Canteen, The Broadway DebdenLoughton, Essex, IG10 3ST, United Kingdom
Hypnosis Training Course
Date: 05-Sep-2018 9:00 AM

Visit Site
Address: Chalfont Saint Giles HP8 4SH, United Kingdom, HP8 4SH, United Kingdom
Angelic Reiki 1&2 Practitioner Course
Date: 07-Sep-2018 2:30 PM

Visit Site
Address: Venue on application , IP243AU, United Kingdom
Angelic Reiki Levels 1&2 Practitioner Course
Date: 07-Sep-2018 2:30 PM

Visit Site
Address: Newtown, Thetford IP24 3AU, UK, IP24 3AU, United Kingdom
TAKING IT TO THE NEXT LEVEL
Date: 08-Sep-2018 10:00 AM

Visit Site
Address: Columbia Hotel 95-99 Lancaster Gate, London, W2 3NS, United Kingdom
Exeter Mentorship
Date: 08-Sep-2018 10:00 AM

Visit Site
Address: Southernhay East Exeter EX1 England, Ex1, United Kingdom
Shamanic experience festival
Date: 08-Sep-2018 10:30 AM

Visit Site
Address: Ancient technology centre Damerham road Cranborne Dorset BH21 5rp , BH21 5rp , United Kingdom
Finding The Love Within
Date: 09-Sep-2018 10:30 AM

Visit Site
Address: Box End Park, Box End Road, Kempston, MK43 8RG United Kingdom, MK43 8RW, United Kingdom
Finding The Love Within
Date: 09-Sep-2018 10:30 AM

Visit Site
Address: Box End Park, Box End Road, Kempston, MK43 8RG United Kingdom, MK43 8RW, United Kingdom
Angelic Reiki Level 1-2
Date: 14-Sep-2018 2:45 PM

Visit Site
Address: Bideford EX39 5QW, UK, EX39 5QW, United Kingdom
Sancti Spiritus Centre - Residential Weekend Of Spiritual Workshops
Date: 14-Sep-2018 4:00 PM

Visit Site
Address: Pontins, Pakefield, Lowestoft Road. NR33 7PF, NR33 7PF , United Kingdom
An evening of mediumship & psychic art
Date: 15-Sep-2018 8:00 PM

Visit Site
Address: The Golden Lion Hotel 14 High St, Northallerton DL7 8PP, DL7 8PP, United Kingdom
NEW Mind-Body- Emotional D.A.R.E Therapy Training
Date: 17-Sep-2018 12:00 AM

Visit Site
Address: Jurys Inn, Gloucester Road, Cheltenham, Gloucestershire, UK, GL51 0TS, United Kingdom
Transformational Regression Training
Date: 19-Sep-2018 9:00 AM

Visit Site
Address: Chalfont Saint Giles HP8 4SH, United Kingdom, HP8 4SH, United Kingdom
Weekend Healing ~ Retreat
Date: 21-Sep-2018 5:00 PM

Visit Site
Address: New Place, Porlock, Minehead, Somerset, TA24 8ET, United Kingdom
ONE Love - Diamond Inguz LiGHt Healing
Date: 22-Sep-2018 12:00 AM

Visit Site
Address: Jurys Inn, Gloucester Road, Cheltenham GL51 0TS, UK, GL51 0TS, United Kingdom
Mind, Body and Spirit and Vegan Fair
Date: 23-Sep-2018 10:00 AM

Visit Site
Address: Runnymede Hall Kiln Road Thundersley Essex, SS7 1TF, United Kingdom
Angelic Reiki Levels 1 & 2 Dartford, Kent
Date: 23-Sep-2018 10:00 AM

Visit Site
Address: Dartford, Kent, DA1, United Kingdom
LIVING THE LAW OF ATTRACTION RETREAT BALI
Date: 23-Sep-2018 6:00 PM

Visit Site
Address: Ubud, Bali, Bali 80571, Indonesia
VIBRANTLY AFRICAN. LIFESTYLE AND HOLISTIC WELLNESS DAY.
Date: 29-Sep-2018 12:00 AM

Visit Site
Address: 66 Great Suffolk St, London SE1 0BL, SE1, United Kingdom
The Nameless Arte 2018 Conference
Date: 29-Sep-2018 10:00 AM

Visit Site
Address: The Balmoral Centre, Southend-on-Sea, United Kingdom, SS0 7AX, United Kingdom
Awakening! The Animal Communication Experience
Date: 29-Sep-2018 10:30 AM

Visit Site
Address: Conway Hall, 25 Red Lion Square, London , WC1R 4RL, United Kingdom
Mind Body Spirit & Craft Weekend Fair
Date: 29-Sep-2018 11:00 AM

Address: The Woolwell Centre Darklake lane Plymouth PL6 7TR , PL6 7TR, United Kingdom
The Big Purple Psychic & Holistic Fair
Date: 07-Oct-2018 10:00 AM

Visit Site
Address: Chessington Community Collge, Garrison Lane, Chessington, KT9 2JS, United Kingdom
Mansfield MBS Show
Date: 13-Oct-2018 10:00 AM

Visit Site
Address: John Fretwell Centre Sookholme rd Mansfield Notts, NG19 8LL, United Kingdom
Secrets of Spiritual Hypnotherapy & New Age NLP Hypnosis
Date: 13-Oct-2018 10:00 AM

Visit Site
Address: Future House Therapy Centre South Place Chesterfield Derbyshire S40 1SZ, S40 1SZ, United Kingdom
Mansfield MBS Show
Date: 14-Oct-2018 10:00 AM

Visit Site
Address: John Fretwell Centre Sookholme rd Mansfield Notts, NG19 8LL, United Kingdom
FORTUNE TELLING FOR FUN & PROFIT - Learn Runes, Astrology, Tarot & Palmistry
Date: 14-Oct-2018 10:00 AM

Visit Site
Address: Future House Therapy Centre South Place Chesterfield Derbyshire S40 1SZ, S401SZ, United Kingdom
Serenity Fayres - October
Date: 14-Oct-2018 12:00 PM

Visit Site
Address: Felpham Community Hall Meaden Way Felpham Bognor Regis West Sussex , PO22 8FA, United Kingdom
The Conference for Consciousness & Human Evolution
Date: 19-Oct-2018 4:30 PM

Visit Site
Address: Millennium Gloucester Hotel & Conference Centre, 4-18 Harrington Gardens, Kensington, London , SW7 4LH, United Kingdom
Consciousness & Human Evolution 3 Day Conference London
Date: 19-Oct-2018 5:00 PM

Visit Site
Address: Millennium Gloucester Hotel London Kensington, 4-18 Harrington Gardens, London SW7 4LH, UK, SW7 4LJ, United Kingdom
Roddy Carson Memorial Psychic Night
Date: 19-Oct-2018 7:00 PM

Visit Site
Address: Fullerton Community Centre HUB, Ayr Road, Irvine, KA12 8DF, KA12 8DF, United Kingdom
Colchester Mind Body Spirit Festival
Date: 20-Oct-2018 10:00 AM

Visit Site
Address: Marks Tey Village Hall, Old London Rd, Marks Tey, Colchester CO6 1EJ , CO6 1EJ, United Kingdom
Colchester Mind Body Spirit Festival
Date: 21-Oct-2018 10:00 AM

Visit Site
Address: Marks Tey Village Hall, Old London Rd, Marks Tey, Colchester CO6 1EJ , CO6 1EJ, United Kingdom
Dartington Hall Holistic & Wellbeing Weekend
Date: 27-Oct-2018 10:00 AM

Visit Site
Address: The Great Barn at Dartington Hall, Totnes, Devon, TQ9 6EL, TQ9 6EL, United Kingdom
Atlantean Ascension Workshop with Tim Whild & Rosemary Stephenson
Date: 11-Nov-2018 10:00 AM

Visit Site
Address: Cedar Court Hotel, Park Parade, Harrogate, Yorkshire, HG1 5AH, HG1 5AH, United Kingdom
Crystal & Himalayan Bowl Practitioner Training
Date: 17-Nov-2018 10:00 AM

Visit Site
Address: Steppingley Village Hall Rectory Road Steppingley, Bedfordshire, MK45 5AT, United Kingdom
Space Clearing and Earth Alchemy Practitioner Course
Date: 24-Nov-2018 10:30 AM

Visit Site
Address: City Arc 89 Worship Street, London, EC2A 2BF, United Kingdom
Dunster Holistic Weekend 2018
Date: 24-Nov-2018 11:00 AM

Visit Site
Address: The Dunster Tithe Barn, Priory Green, Dunster, Minehead, Somerset, TA24 6RY, United Kingdom
Weekend Workshop West Lexham Nr Kings Lynn Norfolk
Date: 30-Nov-2018 4:00 PM

Visit Site
Address: West Lexham Manor King's Lynn, UK, PE32 2QN, United Kingdom
Gordon Smith & Friends Eastbourne Experience
Date: 30-Nov-2018 4:00 PM

Visit Site
Address: Hadleigh Hotel, Burlington Place, Eastbourne, UK, BN21, United Kingdom
The February 2019 Gong Bath Tour
Date: 01-Feb-2019 12:00 AM

Visit Site
Address: Anywhere in the Southwest of England, EX16 4FB, United Kingdom
Residential Spiritual Retreat with medium NICKY ALAN
Date: 11-Apr-2019 4:00 PM

Visit Site
Address: GAUNTS HOUSE Petersham Lane Wimbourne Dorset, BH21 4JQ, United Kingdom
2 DAY PAST LIFE REGRESSION PRACTITIONER DIPLOMA COURSE + MUCH MORE
Date: 18-Aug-2019 9:30 AM

Visit Site
Address: Campanile Hotel Dartford, DA2 6QN, United Kingdom

International Version
Select County

TCCHE.org - Consciousness & Human Evolution Conference Re-made - Wisdom (hand picked) via 100+ quality media brands A Lemurian Crystal Workshop with Philip Permutt IPHM Side - Therapists Accrediation Spiritual Events UK - Psychics For Hire Theta Healing Academy Numerlogy ReadingPsychic Paula VgoriPsychic Paula Vgori Yvonne J DouglasHealing Art Workshop SMALL 12 Spirits in the room. Reincarnation. Past LivesCrystal Candles Gathering of Minds Book Here - 24 Book SM25 Peaceful LivingLuna Chakra and Aura Certified Course Pauline Clairvoyant Medium Book S29






[ View My Events ]
  +Add Event +Add Article +Add Classified +Add To Directory
Search
TCCHE.org - Consciousness & Human Evolution Conference

I'm On The Cancer Train...!

By:Chrissie Batten
Date: Sun,02 Oct 2016
Submitter:Chrissie Batten
Views:10936

View Related

Chrissie Batten

Having not written anything for the last couple of years, because of health problems, I’ve decided to resume writing at this time, because if I don’t do it now then I probably won’t do it at all….where the subject will be my experiences with cancer. I don’t think I intend it to be all doom and gloom, as that’s not how I want this ride to be. However I will probably share the pitfalls I experience during my journey…to who knows where!

I was diagnosed in April 2015 with advanced bowel cancer, which had spread to my lymph nodes and attached to my pancreas – which was not cancerous, but still meant that half of it would have to be removed. After a lengthy hospital stay and four operations I was told I was ‘cancer free’. I never believed that of course, and I didn’t rejoice in my ‘cure’, as I knew, like we all do, that once you have been diagnosed with cancer anywhere, then it takes more than a bottle of pills and a few days in bed to get rid of it. Where the very nature of the disease means there’s always the possibility it may come back at sometime, in a different part of the body.

I’ve always had problems with depression and anxiety, and indeed last year, whilst in hospital, I went into a deep black hole that contaminated my whole being, where the depression affected my thinking more than having cancer did. And it broke me more than anything else has in the past. I was a prisoner, in a situation I didn’t want, and could not escape from. After five months I accepted the anti-depressants that the psychiatrist offered me. In fact I nearly tore them out of his hand, I felt so desperate. I planned my suicide, I didn’t want to exist like this and suffer more pain. I wondered how I would cope at the end…when my time came to step off the cancer train and fall into the arms of the heavenly bodies we hope are there waiting for us when we pass over. I say hope, because whatever you believe, and I thought I’d had evidence that our spiritual friends do actually exist, we will never truly know until our time comes, to find out the truth will we!

In April I was told that cancer has spread to my peritoneum and liver. ‘That’s it’ I thought, ‘I’m not one of the lucky ones who got away with it!’. It has taken all of these months, with various scans and tests, for me to make up my mind to accept palliative chemo treatment. It’s in my bloodstream so I doubt if there will be any more ops…which I’m pleased about. Having ‘it’ cut out and took away might sound appealing, but ‘it’s not possible in my case’ the doctors tell me.

Yet now, as time passed and I started to feel stronger and better, my mood is confusing to me. I don’t feel scared or worried. I thought, knowing how I used to suffer with anxiety before, that during this experience I would be terrified…but I’m not, and it feels sort of surreal. I wondered if I was in denial, but I don’t think I am. I don’t want to constantly focus on it, or talk about it, as my ethos is that I will deal with events as they occur…for now anyway!

Accepting chemo has been a really hard decision to make, and I did lots of research on-line for various alternatives. I was looking for one of the wonder cures that are written about on various sites, but nothing seemed plausible. Bicarbonate of soda cures, vitamin cures, diet cures…the list goes on. Nothing was helpful to me. In fact it confused and worried me even more, where people were saying how ‘chemo kills more people than it cures’, that ‘chemo causes other cancers to rise in the body’ etc. I didn’t know what to believe. And THAT was terrifying!

The oncologist and Macmillan nurse gave the expected response when I tried to talk to them about the alternative to chemo options…’There is no evidence’…’You shouldn’t believe what you read on the web’. But how can I trust what the doctors tell me…as I know they are also fallible!

I’ve been told, very enthusiastically by the oncologist – who ‘legally had to inform me of the possible risks’, that chemo…’could kill me’…‘will make my hair fall out’…’will make me feel very ill’, so have I got that to look forward to? We’ll have to wait and see, as I bit the bullet and tomorrow, Monday, I start chemo…that’s as long as there is a bed available on the cancer ward. I am worried about it…it feels like it will kill me…which of course it will, by killing off both the bad and good cells. But it doesn’t mean to say it will physically kill me does it? And the medical staff assure me the immune system will recover eventually.

My first-line treatment is chemo once a fortnight, for three months. They hope it will extend my life…so do I…! The pic line I had fitted a few weeks ago became infected after three days, so that meant another week in hospital on loads of antibiotics meaning the pic line had to be removed. Which delayed things a little. So I must spend a couple of days in hospital for treatment until the pic line is fitted again, then I think it can be done in day stay.

For now this is a brief update of my situation. I hope to write more during my journey on the cancer train, which i have been on for some time now, where I discover the different platforms I’m forced to embark upon – with different problems I must overcome. I know I’m not alone…cancer has become an epidemic that affects everyone in one way or another. And although when I was first diagnosed I didn’t intend that cancer would dominate my life, it does…as everything is directed around ‘it’, and the effects it has on my life and that of my family and friends.

I have to ensure I don’t treat ‘it’ as the enemy…even though it is, as I can’t afford to emotionally let myself feel the pain and distress that could disable me further, draining my energy, leaving me even more powerless against my anxious thoughts. Yet even though this is happening to me, which is hard for me to believe, I still want to feel happy, good, positive…and more importantly…alive! There’s time fore everything else later – but not now!

I will keep you posted…!

Sending love,

Chrissie xxx
Like This? (Click Me)
 Be the first person to like this
 Known Humans have read this.
Post a Comment   View Comments(2)
Did you enjoy this article? why not let us know.







Share Page with Friends EmailBookmark and Share
Contact Me Contact Me
Request Delete/Amendment Request Amendment
Digg this article!
Delicious! Add this article to Del.icio.us!
Discuss Article on TheSpiritGuidesNetwork.co.uk Discuss Article on TheSpiritGuidesNetwork.co.uk

Post Article:
Submit Your Own Article

Leave a Comment

 

  
   
 


  


Enter the numbers shown above:

Comments

Jackie said:

Hi Christie
Just a quick comment to say I am sending you love as I am sure many people are. That love will stay around you. When times are difficult think of the love that has been sent. Breathe in the love and allow it to support you through the tough times xx
Fri,04 Nov 2016,15:33:52 GMT

Kira Diane Lester said:

I don't know how to contact you Chrissie, but I may be able to help. In 1991 I was told that I would be able to destroy cancer using a 3rd eye technique. Up to now I've been using my 3rd eye laser to upgrade people to a faster vibration, to help throw off toxins and depression, and raise our consciousness. But recently I was given a code to use on cancer cells. The first lady I treated with cancer of the womb, is doing very well thankfully. The second guy had been suffering for over 5 years, and has recently passed, but I guess this was his soul plan. My 3rd person, a young lady who is in hospital and has had chemo, was shown to me by Spirit, I don't know who she is, or where she is, I just gave her an intensive first session, and trust I'll be shown if anymore are needed!
I. can't guarantee this will work, as there are many factors to be considered, but there are no side effects whatever, apart from wellbeing that is. I'm not charging for this work, so if you want to give it a try, please contact me on [email protected] I hope you turn a corner soon , blessings and love Kira ??
Mon,17 Oct 2016,08:43:50 GMT
Copyright 2006-2013 TheSpiritGuides.co.uk
Tel: 07967 595893
A Mind Body Soul Directory and Spiritual Knowledge Site. Dedicated to Brenda Smith and all spiritual seekers out there.
0