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when I was going through a spiritual journey and a realy difficult time I found it hard to relax working hard ect ect .so one day off I decided to go read in my room birds singing outside nice cool day perfect , sitting there I felt the stangest feeling the whole room felt so stiff nothing but the most compressing silence I have ever felt then I felt pressure like pushing me down couldnt move my arms legs or anything wide awake but unable to move next my innerself , the only way I can describe it was pulled out of my body, at this stage I felt no fear at all it was actually pleasing relaxing and comfortable. I then had a blank moment and then I WAS FACEING THE CEILING REAL CLOSE, I remember laughing then turning myself over to see my self lying in bed I can remember laughing again and turning myself back round and sort of swimming around the room I was having so much fun and then the atmosphere changed and I was floating around out of control I suddenly thought Im dead ive got to be dead dramatic as It sounds was as it was, for me at that moment, fear set in and I tryed to yell for help to myself I was screaming at the top of my vioce and considering my family where only yards away youd have thought the would have come running to help. I remember trying to grasp the door handle of my room and just not having the strentgh to open it , bye this time I was realy frightened so much that it felt like I couldnt hear, breath, or feal anything but fear at the peak of this emotion. I was what can only be described as slammed back into myself as fast as lighting, numb and totally tired. I was unable to move for a matter of minuets and even when I did I felt emotionaly drained and totally lethargic this emotion or feeling happened a few times after wards , but I learned to jump can I say my self out of it .if this sounds like a load of old rubbish to you then thats your opinion, but it was very real to me and before you say it I was not dreaming,,,, but again I now this happened and it happened to me and so it deosnt matter if anyone believes me but Im glad I had the chance to share it with you blessings to all
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